Surgery

So I survived my surgery.. still in some pain, but they gave me some good drugs. All yesterday the right side of my face all the way to my shoulder was numb.. Its an interesting feeling to have feeling in the bottom part of your ear, but not the top half... That was when the numdness started to wear off.. Well anyways, I'll update later when I'm not to tired.

New Friends

Ok, so I went out friday and found out my cute bartender guy has a girl :-\ so I sat there till almost closing time and this chick came up to me and said she decided I was gonna go with her when she left. Her group was headed to another bar. So I went. Found out she's from Washington. Way cool! I had fun. All the bartenders and waitresses from the other bar came too so that was fun. News on other stuff.. I go in for pre-op tomorrow. I cant wait for this surgery to be done with!

Shoulder problems and moving on

I finally know what is wrong with my shoulder.. Its something called Surpaspinatus Syndrome. Basically there's a space in between the top of the shoulder and your arm where they meet that is where the tendon that makes your arm move. That space on my shoulder is too narrow and it pinches my tendon every time i move my arm. So I have to find out if my insurrance will cover the MRI and a surgery.. As for everything else in my life, I went out friday by myself and I think the bartender was flirting with me. He is really cute too! So I went back on Sat night but he was not there. I stayed for a bit anyways and got hit on by a guy who didnt speak much english. Great fun. He bought me two drinks though.. I'm going back Fri night in hopes my cute guy will be there..

Poem

A tale as old as time,
As soon as your guard is down,
The enemy penetrates and rips
Apart everything inside.
Taking only what he wants,
Leaving behind, chaos,
Destruction, and death.
If you look closely, you can see,
The trail of blood from my heart,
That he ripped out and took with him.

Love is a war in the battlefields of life.
Love can not be trusted.
For it was love that did this to me.
He is out there, looking for his next victim.
Beware!!

~BeccaLyn~